The Sad Tragedy Of "James," Former Patriot Collaborator
(Apollonian, 3 Jun 10)
Here I am relegated on blogspot blog, prevented fm speaking plainly the truth, due to blogspot's "terms of service"--one needs one's own web-site to be able to doing that, speaking of plain truth. I used to have a web-site where I was able to do that speaking of plain truth, but it was taken away fm me, as I discovered Tuesday, the first of Jun, a couple days ago.
Web-site was taken down, I believe I can be certain, by the nominal owner of the site who'd given it over to me for anti-semitic purposes, which task I was carrying out to best of my proven ability.
So it will be informative and instructive to consider the circumstances of my late loss and dealings therewith--esp. in matter of personality traits for whom one finds one has to deal. Specifically, this essay will consider the personality and traits, some of them as I came to know them, of one "James Blood," I believe--I only knew him over the internet, u understand. We began collaborating back in July of 09, almost a year ago. At that time his site was "The Jew List."
This person, afore-mentioned nominal owner, is known as "James," also "Jim," also "James Blood," and he did this taking-down of web-site, as he did twice before, because he cannot stand any criticism of himself, but especially his actions, thoughts, and statements (I didn't have any problem w. him personally, so much)--he wants to simply make even the most absurd declarations without having to justify them by any reasoning, u see--classic psychotic behavior. I characterized such statements of his as womanish and feminine.
For thematic example, James objected to my talking about Federal Reserve Bank (Fed--see RealityZone.com and TheMoneyMasters.com for expo/ref.) fraud because he insisted, we don't "have time" to doing that (see Jun 1 blog, this site)--he doesn't say how he came to this HYSTERICAL (hence I noted, "feminine"-type) conclusion for not having "time"--and he can't simply face fact such an assertion of his needs to be justified in reason.
You see, James just wants to compulsively insist we "don't have time," that's all--and he doesn't want to tolerate any questioning of this hysterical assertion. James doesn't think he should be required to saying why or how he arrived at his conclusion--or any conclusion. James resents being questioned for his premises or reasoning--he wants to simply be accepted at face-value.
James, in fact, is not too consciously a rational person--even by his own admission--asserting he believes more in sheerest EMOTION. And this emotionalism of James is otherwise pretty fairly rational for general style of his actions and statements--I don't think and surely wouldn't say he is deliberately IRRATIONAL--it's just he is occasionally quite careless for his reasoning, such as it is, and becomes resentful if called upon to provide justification.
Like a Jew, James wants to be able to arbitrarily declare what is true, often insisting then "it's already well-proven." Like the "climate-changers," he likes to say, "the debate is over." James can't bring himself to simply understand this sort of arbitrariness is classic Jew-like behavior.
And thus unfortunately for everyone and anyone else, "James" insists upon enforcing this policy of his even by means of criminal-type behavior as he's committed now no less than three times, taking my site down, thus committing (a) fraud, (b) theft, (c) destruction of property.
James voluntarily gave me the site, GentileAlliance.org, as evidently, as he noted, he didn't consider he was capable of continuing, (a) having run-out of assertions to be declared, and (b) he not being a Christian, and further, having serious-enough objections to Christianity which, however, he never was capable of explaining except to allege Chrisitans themselves had acted in less than perfect Christian fashion. Naturally, I objected to this sort of half-baked reasoning of James towards Christianity.
James asserted he was "gnostic," though he wasn't able to say more for explanation of such gnosticism, rather referring me to a website to see more about it--as if others are supposed to do his work for him for the understanding what he says he believes. I explained to him this sort of general reference by him was poor reflection of his belief--if he's not able to explain it himself in his own words--James didn't seem to appreciate this.
James seems to be one of those rather desperately aspiring to that "righteousness," pretending he's heroically fighting the Jews (and perhaps others) and that he'll continue to do so, by himself, if necessary, and to the bitter end--he can be quite grandiose for his imagery and self-characterization, indubitably. Again, observe how he appropriates the traits of the Jew whom he claims he's fighting.
But I give him credit--he's certainly on the right track regarding Jews--BUT THE PROBLEM IS HE ADOPTS the Jews' philosophy for this self-righteousness he practices. Thus James doesn't really want to remove Judaism; rather, he just wants to take it over for himself, that's all. So if Jews are psychopaths, which James, I think, correctly alleges, he himself isn't too conscientious for his own rationality of conduct--rather, he emulates that trade-mark Jew irrationalism and arbitrariness.
Poor James ends up fooling himself so miserably, I conclude--I remember when he made a blog-posting to effect his efforts weren't about him--a total lie as I now see. For that's all James is about--justifying himself out of self-pity and -righteousness, making a hero and martyr out of himself, pretending he's the brave "leader."
CONCLUSION: Such then is the great irony in the struggle against lies, criminal conspiracy, and psychopathology--as dramatized in the case of James the schizophrenic (I believe)--he cannot break-out of his own subjectivistic self-image in which he's consumed within his own mind. And believe me, I'm not at all happy about any of this regarding former comrade James--I think it's terribly TRAGIC--and worth noting for everyone else. Thus we pray we don't become victim to the very thing we're fighting, esp. regarding hubris and self-delusion. Honest elections and death to the Fed. Apollonian